Heyyyyyyy, how have you been? I knowww I am polite this time not my usual egotistical entry. I know you missed me *wink* but honestly I have missed you too my dear reader. I have had you at heart for a while but my strings of communication cannot seem to tether to your own end. short? or I am not making the effort to reach out? who knows. Get your mind out of the gutter by the way
Oh! dear one it’s a roller coaster over here and I wish dust has settled on your part since last we talked and if not then I’m sorry, Yup I am vulnerable this time hahaha. Don’t blame me it’s almost 3am the most vulnerable hour as agreed by the world(Don’t ask for receipts!!!) Yeah you can say I am seeping well into the mood. Moving on, I wasn’t supposed to write to you today or now but as it is written in the universe so shall it align in the stars. I wanted to use the substack platform to execute a task which I was skeptical if I want to go ahead with or not, upon opening this to start it became clear that it won’t be happening and that led me to you my patient one.
You see I am entering a new phase of my life it’s quite scary and it’s come with a lot of plot twists or actually I am the one creating the plot twist “what if I don’t enter into the new phase” “What will happen if I enter into this phase” “Little to no room for mistakes”. My watch is over I am happy it is and I am well settled with it happening and all these questions don’t really come up again as they do in the beginning but even in reduction there is a maximum. I am like a senior citizen who is well aware he can no longer makes the move of young one can’t drink or eat like them, Heck! I can’t run around like my lil nephew nor can I even compete with his energy. I am like a father looking at his grown child happily with tears in his eyes being glad his child is grown and knowing fully well a lot of time as sure fleeted by him as he has traded his youth for the next generation. I am like a man looking to walk to the beach, feel the sand and water and on and under his feet and breathe a heavy sigh of relief but as of now I do not know where the beach is, I won’t lie there sure has been some highs nope a nice amount but welp if there’s a high there always be a……Gravitational action(gotcha)…..you know what? enough about me, I think I’ve always been talking about me and all. Tell me about you, comment here let’s talk or you can send me a mail or voice recording in the mail I’ll share it here too if you want me too(please indicate), Nothing about me just YOU!!! or send a Dm here. Till I talk to you again dear one
I’ll be waiting; Cienfuegosng@gmail.com